currently i am in my 32 weeks. will be having my 1st baby in 1 months ++
how i wish she was here with me right now...
how i wish he was here too..
how i wish both of them were here with me...
been sick for a week now..batuk2 nonstop, selsema..sometimes, instead of mengadu2, merengek2 to hubby, i want to do the same thing with her...
sometimes when i had those false contraction / they called it as braxton hicks contraction , i just want to ask them what am i supposed to do...i am very scared...
while preparing for some baby clothes etc. , i just want to ask her what i need to bring to the hospital...
sometimes, i wish to have her beside me during pantang later...what should i eat or take during that time....
This is my 1st baby, i never have any experience on how to handle it. all will be a new experience for me and i really wish to have her, to tell me how to raise a baby, how to hold my own little baby, how to bath him/her when he/she is very tiny and weak...etc.
But i know, all of that are impossible to happen to me right now. I know it very well but i just miss them badly T_T
